I hate my job, I love my job, I hate my job, I love my job were the words that rattled through my head as I sat at the computer trying to figure out what report I was supposed to pretend to read next. “I’m pretty sure this is NOT what I signed on for…. …. agghhhh!, The words slipped out of my mouth, but apparently not as quietly as I thought. “Pardon me? Did you say something?” It was Tanner… the cute boy at work. He was working at the computer next to me doing his thing. Not entirely sure what his thing is, but he does it every day. “No… Sorry, just muttering to myself. I just can’t believe all the crap they expect us to get through in a day,” I looked over at him and had that exhausted, I can’t take it anymore, look on my face. “Yeah, I don’t know how you guys do it. Between your crazy hours, being on the floor and managing your staff and departments – I couldn’t do it. Well, I could, just wouldn’t want to,” Tanner said. He was a smart guy to say that because if I were to do it all over again, I would not have taken on this much responsibility so soon. “I just Sex hikayeleri don’t think I can do this job. It is so hard, there is so much I love about it, but I feel like I’m never going to get it fast enough for them,” I nodded my head towards the manager’s office . “Hang in there, you will do just fine. Don’t let them get to you and keep doing what you’re doing because it is coming together for you. I know it was a tough transition, but you are making headway.” His words were so sweet and just what I needed. It didn’t hurt that he was some great eye candy to look at whenever I had to be in the back offices. The first thing you notice about Tanner is his incredible piercing eyes. They are steel blue and it is difficult to not be mesmerized by them. Next he has a juicy smile, if that is at all possible. I don’t know what it is, but the ever so slight turned up corners of his mouth coupled with his eyes just hold your attention. The other thing that Tanner is well noted for is his hair. A very distinct cut and gelled spiky style, he has earned many a nickname Sikiş hikayeleri and he takes them all in stride. He is a quiet guy, but not shy – a definite observer of what goes on around him and he pays attention. He has a great sense of humour that not everyone gets, but is never offensive. All around, he may be the cute guy in the office, but he has the whole package going for him. I headed back out to the floor, to do my Supervisor thing, and try and earn a living. The rest of the day played out pretty much like I expected. No matter how hard I worked, it never feels like I make progress, and the feedback, or lack of from top management didn’t make things any easier for me. I can’t wait to get home and have a glass of wine. Haven’t met a Shiraz I didn’t like. I pulled in my driveway and felt the buzz in my back pocket – a text. How nice. Wonder who is texting me. I lay pretty low these days, between work and dealing with life, so an unexpected text is always a nice surprise. I didn’t recognize the number, but hey, even a solicitation text from Erotik hikaye the cel phone company can be exciting for me these days. Holy shit, though… it was from Tanner?!? WTF. ‘Hey there, its Tanner… just wanted to say Hi n hope ur day got better’ Oh my God! That freaked me out, I forgot he had my number. A group of us met for lunch one day at the nearby greasy spoon and I forgot I gave it to him to get directions. I responded back ‘Wow, thanks, how sweet of u. Got a little better, glad its over now. Home to enjoy a glass of wine’ ‘Cool, have a glass for me, see u tmrw and have a good night’ ‘Thanks. U too, but won’t see u tmrw, I’m off… yeah for me’ ‘Well next week then, have a good weekend. Relax and enjoy, don’t think about work’ ‘I won’t! U have a good night too’ Holy doodles… well wasn’t that a pleasant surprise. He really is a cutie patootie and that was just so nice to have someone actually care about my day. Well, off to other things… like that glass of wine. I got changed in to my comfys, poured myself a glass of wine and kept the bottle nearby. I found the remote, curled up on the couch and settled into watch all my record tv shows. God Bless the guy who invented the tv recorder and the ability to pause live tv. It wasn’t long before I had poured my second glass of wine and noticed my mind wandering.